Sis,

How do we go on without you when you were the center of our universe? Everyday, every moment, I grieve. I can't imagine life without you, yet every day I am living it. I keep thinking, maybe, just maybe today, it won't hurt as bad as it did yesterday, but it hurts ... nothing changes, I keep longing for you to call me, to be here so that I can share my life with you.

I didn't understand how much you influenced my thoughts when you were with me. You were just my sister, keeping me going, hoping, laughing, loving life. You are special, you are a gift that I am so glad was in my life, and I keep thinking why can't I share just one more moment with you. Why can't we sit and watch TV talking about insignificant things, sharing life. Every time I needed you, you magically appeared ... you were there for everything.

I miss you, I love you, and I want you to know that every moment counted for me ~ and every person in your life feels the same way.

Jean